what an eye-opener. if only all of us were like that. i'd better get me some skin.
emancipate yourselves from mental slavery none but ourselves can free our minds have no fear for atomic energy cause none of them can stop the time.
perfection at 4:56 PM
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
when i become famous. i'll never forget you man! IF i become famous.
thanks lyon. the bestest guitar shifu anyone could have. for being so patient and resourceful. for the lectures interpolated with nice illustrations. and for answering all my idiotic questions like "what the shit are duncan customs and routings?" without ever making me feel annoyingly noobish. cheers to you. and the unglamest guitar in the whole entire universe (HAHA).
dont let maturity asphyxiate the child within.
how can i keep from. how did i keep from. how could i keep from singing Your praise.
if only the qin shi huang guy was still alive. then he'd burn all the books. and we'll all be farmers.
i got wiring loose in my head i got books that i never ever read i got secrets in my garden shed i got a scar where all my urges bled swim with me into your blackest eyes.
perfection at 3:30 PM
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
the greatest torture. is not the study. but the study without camaraderie.
my room's a battlefield. the only casualty. that post i take coerced. in physical battles, we celebrate the bravery of the soldier who falls. the bravery of the psychological warrier is no less.
maybe after all this mayhem. i'll go back to writing inspiration. if only A levels had a lyrical art expressions subject. an excellent substitute for GP.
what the what is ladylike if ladies like to do what the what they like just like you.
perfection at 2:49 PM
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
exposure. does good things.
i've got a certain feeling. the esplanade's gonna be dear. in both aspects of the word.
great. my tv makes no sound.
so much breadth i lift. yet the void in depth. now what equates the work done for correction. guess it starts here. with the realization of precedency.
all you gotta be. is older than me up here.
if you're lost, you can look and you will find me if you fall, i will catch you i will be waiting time after time.
perfection at 5:53 PM
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
unexposed. thats my disease. untrained. thats my weakness. unbelieving. thats my downfall. insatiable. now thats my saving grace.
ahmuhgawd. west grand's bryan's voice is intensive. thats hot.
my desktop wallpaper. who invented the annoying windows "paint".
cheers to wayne and kevin.
what i am, is not all good its not all bad, its okay and i miss you the most and i miss you the most.
perfection at 5:35 PM
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
i miss singing to You.
and sometimes i forget, dangerously. the things that define me. that of which i encompass. failure to internalize. what has gone and past. what sells out and what leaves surplus. invidious connections' strong salvation. amnesia. requires but a remedy. but sometimes i forget, dangerously.
how do you treasure something so intangible. one word. effort.
tuesdays with morrie. as every sentence went by. i remembered the words you said. the conflicting words you said. the words that opened up what otherwise could've been locked away in my perpetuity. how candid you were. how different, special to me you were. and now it seems i've lost that. i'll never forget how you cried that last phonecall. i didnt tear because morrie passed away. i teared because i thought of you again.
i never know what you see but there's something in the way you look at me please look for me, come what may if i should lose my way.
It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full.
talk about guaranteed accuracy. freakish.
perfection at 12:53 PM
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Friday, June 01, 2007
thank you to all. who made my 18th birthday so special. AB SIs and my DAKOTA! dakota especially. for singing the birthday song close to 10 times during camp. and those who messaged and called me to wish me too. spending a birthday in camp wasnt that bad after all (:
this paragraph is solely for dakota-ians. i've learnt so much from every single one of you. although the time we had together wasnt very much. you people have inspired me in so many ways i never thought possible. i hope yall have learnt something valuable to take away from this camp. dont let this stop here. you people have potential beyond that of which yall actually see. and i also have a confession to make. i've never shouted at anyone the way i shouted at yall in LAC! even instructor guanhui got a bit scared. but you guys have really impacted my life. i hope dakota-ians keep in contact okay! DAKOTA! TEAM CHEER! "happy birthday to you, ....." haha :D i love you all.
and through all this. i've seen the friendships worth cherishing. i've seen the people worth caring about. yes my knee's much better already.
what an experience. i wouldnt trade it for the world.
as we go on, we remember all the times we had together and as our lives change, come whatever we will still be friends forever.
perfection at 12:02 AM
theJOURNEY.
theTUNES.
what sing you.
theMUSICIAN.
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